By: Kamil Long
Yesterday, I said "tomorrow will be better"
I must have been wrong, because tomorrow never came.
The days never got better, they just dragged me down.
Day after day my hopes fell until I barely hoped at all.
The pain that rips and tears at my chest,
The hole that bleeds where my heart use to be,
The mind numbing pain that comes everyday when I think about you,
Falling to the floor, I gasp, hugging myself tightly,
Attempting to keep myself form falling to pieces.
Pain ripples through my body tearing me apart.
I refuse to think your name,
I desperately block out thoughts that could lead to you.
I try to hold myself together.
Was it all a dream?
Where you ever real at all?
I'm almost sure you were,
I'm almost sure you weren't.
Until I see you again, until you return to me,
I have nothing to gain or loose,
My life is meaningless without you.
Why did I ever make that stupid promise?
You left forever,
Please, please come back to me!
I want to be good enough for you
I had wished to join you
To live with you forever,
And for that very reason,
For that little glimmer of hope,
That I foolishly hold on to,
To see you again,
In all your God-like beauty and grace
I will remain here,
Waiting for you-
In yesterdays tomorrow.